Sunday, August 24th, 2003
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12:00 pm
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NEW JOURNAL = ready_to_go
add meeeeeeeeee
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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10:38 am
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Monday, August 18th, 2003
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2:24 pm
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i am moving to olympia in october.
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12:16 pm
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MY YEAST INFECTION ADVENTURE
For the past two weeks it was really itchy and burning and i thought it could possibly be an STD. But, yesterday while eating food with katie and justin I realized my problem was a yeast infection. WE talked about it alot and i got really excited cause i knew what it was, and i got to buy cool stuff that i had seen on commercials since i was a kid. Then, justin and i went to sav on and we couldnt decide between 1, 3, or 7 day treatments. We decided on the 7 day treatment because 1 day seemed to quick to really cure anything and 3 was boring, and to prolong it for 7 days seems fun. I bought monistat 7 and it also came with a cream. So, I put on the cream because its just like putting on lip gloss and the itching went away. I couldnt use the applicator and other stuff til "bedtime" like the directions said. So, while I was on the phone with chris I used the applicator and it didnt make any cool sounds or feel weird like I was hoping. But it doesnt hurt so bad anymore. But really, yeast infections are neat.
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Sunday, July 27th, 2003
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8:41 am
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i think my gravestone should say "I'm sorry"
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Tuesday, July 15th, 2003
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11:37 pm
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where does a girl meet a boy who isn't mean and sleeps over alot so she's not lonely?
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Monday, July 14th, 2003
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9:37 pm
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if you or anyone you know is looking for a cheap apartment in the valley, call me at 818 667 5311. the foreign exchange student i used to live with is moving out and there is an extra room in my apartment.
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Wednesday, July 9th, 2003
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7:49 pm
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so i have found that moving out doesnt mean moving on and living between new walls and dancing on new carpet doesnt make the sunshine any brighter. i have learned that sleeping on a new bed doesnt mean i will sleep at night. i know now that walking out of a different door and coming home to friends cant make my eyes stop crying sometimes. i am more content than before, but not as much as i want to be. i would like more penpals. right now the count is five. this is the end of this journal.
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Thursday, July 3rd, 2003
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12:01 pm
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i found a source of internet. thank you eli. we're watching teenage mutant ninja turtles 3. my tummy hurts and i have no one to talk on the phone to.
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Wednesday, June 18th, 2003
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2:00 pm
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iiif i havent already told you, i am having a HOUSEWARMING PARTY this friday. i work til 9 but you can come over earlier cause one of my housemates is one of my best friends katie...and the other housemate is a girl from china who's name i dont even know. also, two of my good friends ashley and lindsay live in the same structure so there will be plenty of people around. one rule: YOU MUST BRING ME SOMETHING ( a hammer, a mug, a couch, a lamp..) cause i dont have a lot of stuff. you are invited if you know for a fact that i like you.
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Tuesday, June 17th, 2003
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8:44 pm
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next sunday i move out. I really dont think I will update this between then and now. I will not have a computer at home, but the library is in biking/walking distance. Anyway, I really dont like the computerr as much as I like LETTERS AND PACKAGES IN THE MAILBOX!!! so..if any of youu want to become little "penpals" or send fun things back and forth..(because I think alott of you are a lott cooler than me) you should e-mail me at pinkrobots@hotmail.com and i will send you my new address and wee can do it!
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Tuesday, May 27th, 2003
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7:38 am - SALE
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I need rent money soo I am having a sale on vinyl. if you are interested in any of these/like these bands you can message me on AIM: YOUAREDANGER. I was too lazy to write any specifics. PLEASE PLEASE ORDERR AND WITH EVERY PURCHASE I WILL THROW IN SOMETHING FUN AND NEAT!
12"
SWING KIDS PICTURE DISC
THE POLICE
LIGHTNING BOLT
PINK FLOYD
CROMTECH
CHROMATICS
10"
THE BLOOD BROTHERS
7"
ERASE ERRATA/BLACK DICE
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Saturday, May 24th, 2003
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8:14 am
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when you are at the point you could TOTALLY have a party and TOTALLY have fun...but you have no friends to invite...that's when you know you suck and have no friends. tonite will be elyssa, victoria, and i listening to the get up kids and playing with stuffed animals.
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Friday, May 23rd, 2003
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12:12 pm - cargo shants.
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last night was oskar alberto mendozas birthday. aryn, morgan, danny and i, miss cortney marie, picked him up and took him out. we gave him his gifts at his house. ate alot of tortilla chips in the car. we ended up at an old baseball park where the following happened:
( the incidents in question )
this morning i woke up and decided that it would be a good day to go out and play hopscotch in my mumu and no underwear.
( hopscotch 101 )
<3.
current mood: lethargic
current music: pinback
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Monday, May 12th, 2003
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12:40 pm
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I LOVE CORNEYMARIE BECAUSE SHES HOT AND STUFF
LOVE lizzie
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Friday, May 9th, 2003
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2:18 pm
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this is bethany sharayah updating for cortney marie!
she is currently getting her hair did, and i am sitting in her computer room in an army shirt, and a brown tutu, and ripped knee jeans with ugly messy poofy hair. tonight, cortney and i are going to prom, and then we are going to make some sweet love on the dance floor. and the best part of all of this, is! DAVID GALLAGER FROM 7th HEAVEN IS GOING TO BE THERE! yesssssssss, so excited i am!
xxoxoxbethany.
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Friday, May 2nd, 2003
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1:34 pm
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I am currently wearing my bethany's underwear that I had to borrow once when I wasn't wearing any, and we were going to sleep. One time when she slept over I wasn't wearing underwear and she saw my entire butt. I didn't want that to happen again so I borrowed a pair of hers. And now I am wearing them cause I miss her.
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Tuesday, April 29th, 2003
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5:39 pm - yesterrrday
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Sunday, April 27th, 2003
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11:19 pm
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803.85 miles
13 hours and 1 minute.
bethany sharayah: please call me as soon as you wake up. i dont want to call you before you wake up, cause i would feel bad waking you up. i think i am cancelling my dmv appt. tomorow because i cant find my birth certificate! and i need you.
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Saturday, April 26th, 2003
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7:13 pm
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sooo uuuh my spring break was a whole lot of nothing. but it in a good way. a while ago at work someoone called me kelly bundy but meant kelly osbourne. then today someone called me sweet pea, but meant olive oil (as in popeye's wife).
my hair is blonde light brown now, yeah it's pretty tight.
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Monday, April 21st, 2003
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3:51 pm
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After way too much contemplating over which boy to ask to prom and who would be a fun date and who wouldn't feel awkward, i decided to just go with my life partner, bethany. I guarantee we will be the hottest girls there and eat all the food we can. Of course, we will rent a hotel room for the night, get totally wasted and then come home the next day totally hungover with ripped prom dresses.
current music: joni mitchell
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Sunday, April 20th, 2003
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11:38 am
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today everyone is in weird moods.
yesterday i was on the phone with lauren from florida and we were talking about time travel and creepy things and then we figured today is the day of dying.
columbine - alot of kids were killed
hitler's birthday - he was crazy and killed alot of people
easter - jesus died and rose or something
4 20 - you kill alot of brain cells
current music: otis redding
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Monday, April 14th, 2003
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4:28 pm
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I am honestly going to jail. I haven't done my taxes and I wont get my W-2 form in the mail in 2-6 days. Taxes are due tomorrow. I give my middle finger to America and all this crap. Bethy and I are going to move into a basement after she graduates in October where there will be no hot days, taxes, or parents.
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Saturday, April 12th, 2003
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8:07 am
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I have thrown in the towel on the idea of sleep.
I really dont even need it anymore.
Arab Strap/Bright EYes on thursday night was amazing. Conor is just such an amazing song writer, i hate him. After some songs beth and i would yell THAT WAS REALLY GREAT. Alot of trendy girls kept bitching at us and said "If we didnt have any respect for COnor we should shut the fuck up." Damn.
Last night was cute. Chris and I went to Denny's and had some cofffee and talked. We rented Gremlins and bought licorice and gummy bears and my nose ended up sniffly. I think that means I am tired.
So I work basically just weekends now. I closed last night and I open this morning. Then I dont work all week until closing friday, opening saturday, and closing Sunday. It's pretty neat.
OH AND HOW COULD I NOT MENTION!?!!? ELYSSA CAME IN TO VISIT ME! At first I didnt recognize her cause i forgot she was gonna come in and i was like "awww thats a cute girl" then I realized it was her. Yeah she's way cute. And Jackie came in too, it's weird not seeing these girls anymore that I used to see at least once a week.
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Sunday, April 6th, 2003
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10:13 pm
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::passing THE LITTLE RED SCHOOL on wilshire blvd.
beth: awww that school
matt: aww yeaah
me: i went there
everyone laughed.
i seriously have a pathological lying problem.
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Thursday, April 3rd, 2003
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9:43 pm - beth and i are really not cool.
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it's funny how people think you have a life...but really you are just two really big dorks who are best friends because you understand each other's dorkiness. amen.
Achy math: PLEASE MAKE SWEET SWEET LOVE TO ME ON THE COLD KITCHEN FLOOR AND THEN WE WILL SMOKE AND EAT PANCAKES AND DRINK LIQOUR
Achy math: BEST THING I EVER SAID
Achy math: BETTER THAN HARRIET TUBMAN
you are danger: that is my death and life
you are danger: HAHAHAHAHHAh
Achy math: LIVEJOURNAL
Achy math: NOW
Achy math: hahahahaha
you are danger: OKAY!
Achy math: yessssssssss best lesbians who are totally not lesbians EVER
you are danger: hahahaha
you are danger: did you update?
Achy math: no you do it! i updated tooo many times today!
you are danger: hahahha okay okay!
Achy math: hahahaha yes i am your boss
Achy math: GO CORTNEY GO
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Tuesday, April 1st, 2003
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11:10 pm - GO SHA SHA!
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I AM SO TOTALLY UTTERLY COMPLETLEY TIRED OF PRACTICING FOR THIS FASHION SHOW!!!!! THANK GOD IT IS ON SATURDAY. POOTY POOTY MY LIFE.
BETH IS OZZY OSBOURNE AND IS UNCONTROLLABLY OBSESSED WITH BURRITOS.
HE SINGS MY NAME TO THE TUNE OF HAPPY BIRTHDAY WHICH IS CUTE.
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Monday, March 31st, 2003
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10:20 pm - hannah hold on
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So today at the after-school tutor program i work at, I looked like an idiot.
+ LITTLE GIRL: I need to find the adverbs in this sentance
- ME: uuuuuuum uuuuuh uuuuuhh I forgot what those were in 5th grade..go ask the other lady.
shit I felt so dumb not knowing what a damn adverb was in front of fifteen fourth graders.
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Sunday, March 30th, 2003
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3:23 pm
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a good date includes magic tricks, soup, hand holding, aaand pumpkin!
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Thursday, March 20th, 2003
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9:40 pm
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I wanna run away with you tonite and run through wet grass and laugh and slip and then laugh even harder cause my undies are showing.
I wanna color in books and scribble out of the lines then tape them on my refrigerator door next to my boyfriends love letters
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Wednesday, March 19th, 2003
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10:30 pm
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Passeism: im a bitch cuz i lvoe joel
Passeism: put that in your journbal
you are danger: okay
Passeism: mo said she loves joel more than anyone on this earth can understand
Passeism: hes the only person that mnakes me feel okay about myself
Passeism: and he makes my life worth living
Passeism: i love cortney tooPasseism: she makes the sun come out on rainy days
Passeism: as long as i have a few good people all the fake people can die
Passeism: because all i need is a lil' bit o love
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Monday, March 17th, 2003
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8:42 pm - yooou sneaky bitch!
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it was a big day in my life. I bought a xylophone for only 99 cents and i found that i have a talent. Beth and i listened to alot of emo in the car and i found out that The Get Up kids, Saves the Day, The Anniversary, Koufax, The New Amsterdams, Dressy Bessy, and Bright EYes are all missing a xylophone player. So I filled in and made every song a hell of alot better. Then we got in lots of trouble and got in lots of lost. My favorite part of the day is coming home and putting on my mu-mu.
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Sunday, March 16th, 2003
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10:09 pm
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HOLY SHIZIT!!!!!!!!!!!
the world is going to become the locust and walk around in gas masks. Bethy, her boyfriend, and I are going to move to Canada. But, for now we are just hiding under the covers pissing our pants, and dying our hair. OH SHIT MAN
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4:10 pm
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I am sitting in Beth's house. No one is here, and I let myself in. Sitting online with her dog and cat and watching Disney Channel. Oh man this is the best. Her mom should be home in a hour, and I AM GOING SHOPPING WITH TERI! ! !
current music: disney channel
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Friday, March 14th, 2003
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2:58 pm - In dreams I dance with you, we dance the best in the kitchen while murders and rapists surround ...
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My grandma just came in my room and told me that Go Go in french means Erectum. She told me to grow out my hair, so that I can find a husband.
fact - I am only eighteen years old.
current music: Of Montreal
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Tuesday, March 11th, 2003
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5:53 pm
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"I remember counting days until the year could be done, so I could scatter all my notebooks on the prep school lawn, and disappear again into a summer's bliss, staying out, sleeping in, and getting drunk with my friends."
Last night for a homework assignment I had to make a soundtrack to my high school life. It went something like this
#01. Bright Eyes - Loose Leaves
#02. Queen - Bicycle Race
#03. Radiohead - Creep
#04. Get Up Kids - Mass Pike
#05. The Ramones - Rock n Roll High School
#06. The Velvet Underground - Candy Says
#07. Her Space Holiday - Lydia
#08. The Rapture - Out Of The Races And Onto The Tracks
#09. The Beatles - Dear Prudence
#10. Blink 182 -Dammit
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Monday, March 10th, 2003
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4:23 pm
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After detention was over, I put my paper on the teachers desk and started to walk away. Then he said "COME BACK! the papers are a mess you guys have to fix them!" As I walked back to his desk to fix the pile I mumbled "oh buh buh I will do it." He then said "WHAT?!", I think he thought I was being rude to him. As i was straightening the pile, I accidentally knocked over his diet coke. He turned around after the accident and I pretended it was some other kid. He then yelled "GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!" And I scurried away as fast as I could, giggling and filled with guilt.
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Sunday, March 9th, 2003
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8:55 pm
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BIGGEST FEAR AS OF LATE : it being May 9, 2003 and cortney marie sitting at home without a date to prom.
current music: her space holiday - gigantic (pixie's cover)
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9:20 am
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I am up at 9:14 am listening to the Get Up Kids while two of the cutest girls, Bethany Sharayah bestshoeson
and Rachel Marie rahrahrachel
are fast asleep in my bed. Fitting three people in a twin bed is a tight squeeze. I am really happy for bethy, because she really has found someone worth all that she is. Driving around with one of your best friend after her dropping off her boyfriend and peeing in his house, then screaming along to Bright Eyes and drinking Root Beer is needs to happen more in my life. But, I am still really really scared of The Ring, thanks to chris chaosismee
and jeremy xstrickenx
end of stupid emo post.
current music: THE GET UP KIDS! - hannah hold on
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Tuesday, March 4th, 2003
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11:00 pm
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Monday, March 3rd, 2003
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9:13 pm
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Thursday - Sunday I was in the bay area. Jeska and I were assigned "special helpers" in case of any emergency on the plane, I love that girl. Stayed with Elyssa thursday-saturday and then at kristin's saturday-sunday. I was really happy for that time period. Had a fucking awesome saturday night at the blood brothers / milemarker / erase errata / fast forward / locust show. Ended up at some weird flight attendant/Mod party which was cool. People were doing coke in the bathroom and smoking weed in the closet, while elyssa and I sat on the floor of the room people watching. So many girls I love.
I AM TOO ROMANTIC FOR BOYS. AND THAT IS IT!
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hahahah okay, so after reading this post i realized I sound like a lesbian.
1.) I say "so many girls I love"
2.) all the pictures are me with girls...no boys in any pictures.
3.) I say "I am too romantic for boys."
4.) I just suck
but yeah....i'm not a dyke.
current mood: HEADACHE
current music: piebald - just a simple plan
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Saturday, March 1st, 2003
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2:23 am
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I just watched Gummo with some totally random guy from Elyssa's Co-op and every five minutes he would comment "OH MY GOD!!! IS THAT REAL?!?!"
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Wednesday, February 26th, 2003
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9:20 pm
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Y'ALL JUST JEALOUS CAUSE KIIS FM DIDNT COME TO
YOUR SCHOOL TODAY AND PLAY GAMES WITH YOU AT YOUR LUNCH HOUR.
.....YEAH....WHATEVER
oh yeah and another thing.... stealing is a way of life.
current music: LIAM LYNCH - UNITED STATES OF WHATEVER
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Tuesday, February 25th, 2003
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1:48 pm
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I am in some hot water because I have not been doing any of my homework, AT ALL. The past four weekends have been spent out of town. Downey, La Crescenta, Long Beach...and next weekend Berkeley. gooooooooo browns!
current music: rio - duran duran
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Monday, February 24th, 2003
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9:40 pm
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there are three leaks in the ceiling in the room i am in. i think my house is going to sink. it will all come crashing down.
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Friday, February 21st, 2003
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1:52 pm
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I made a really neat card using paint/websites/photoshop. but my server is being a butthead and i cant post it.
Soo.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL MARIE ENGLE!
I owe you a card + your present.
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Monday, February 17th, 2003
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4:34 pm
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Today Bethy's car pootied.
Jenny Lewis is my fucking idol.
My sandwich itches.
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Thursday, February 13th, 2003
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7:13 am
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I guess we're near the heaven, at least near to the health spa. I believe that is the way that your mom referred to it. Just packed the suburban, out the window drinking bourbon and there's nothing left of how we were before this night began. So let's just grab our dirt bikes and we'll ride out into the night and I'll chase the falling stars as we trample through the sky. Don't forget your sweatshirt, don't forget your sweatshirt, cause the kid without his sweatshirt is as good as dead. Ride on down got your hands in your pocket so you know you're alone.
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Monday, February 10th, 2003
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7:24 pm
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i hate pills, laws, crowded rooms, and rollercoasters.
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Friday, February 7th, 2003
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4:30 pm
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There is this boy in my creative writing class. I really am frightened of him. The first day we had to write verbs that are used in a job and random nouns, then form sentances out of them. He chose the job of an ASSASIN. Today we read aloud some work we had written. i.e. short stories, poetry.... He read a story he wrote about an alchoholic smoker who shoots off his girlfriends legs with a cobra anaconda or something and then kills her and then kills himself. Note that he was VERY descriptive of the guns and bullets he used, and he kept referring to everything as a mystery. "Why he never quit smoking, was a mystery." "How he could afford the expensive champagne was a mystery" "Why he killed his girlfriend was a mystery." Later as a cute girl shared her story about a fish who lived in a shoebox, he became extremely frustrated that this had no reality. As people told him that it is creative writing and there is no structure he yelled "SHUTUP YOU PEONS!!!" As numerous amounts of spit flew from his mouth.
I am very afraid and full of pity for this young man.
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